Random Evening Thoughts

No Easter plans. Or... my Easter plan is to write my analysis paper for German Lieder and read at least 75 pages in Fast Food Nation. Evan invited me to a family gathering, but his mother has bronchitis, so that fell through. It's silly that although I'm not even Christian, the idea of not being with people on Easter is depressing. I'm so envious of people who have family close by. That will be me soon. Most days I can't get to Munich fast enough. Tonight, I look forward to it so much that it hurts. When I'm alone, I realize how separate I am from my environment, here. I've half-left it behind, already. I feel like I am subjecting myself to a variety of illusions, so that I don't go completely disconnect in these last couple of months. People are still in awe when I tell them what I plan to do. I guess it's out of the ordinary, but I can't imagine doing anything else and not going mad. Alles gute zum Ostern.